The Hailey Herald

The Hailey Herald

Tuesday, July 10, 2012

Therapy...too much or not enough

I've always been quite honest about my lack of knowledge of the world of special needs or Down syndrome prior to having Hailey.  Growing up, the term therapy meant next to nothing to me.  I couldn't relate and I didn't know anyone who had gone through therapy.  After moving to Cincinnati, I became more familiar with therapy and EI due to having a friend whose son has cerebral palsy and she worked for the county EI office.  It became more every day discussion...I knew some but not a great deal. 

While Hailey was in the NICU, the paperwork started rolling for Hailey's therapy.  I was shocked that anyone would start therapy that young...she was only a few weeks old.  Those first few weeks and month of therapy were overwhelming to me.  We only had one hour a week but I hated it.  I felt like a failure.  Not matter how much we worked on strengthening her neck and arms...I felt it was a flop...we were getting no where.  I was getting frustrated...I would cry after every session.  I felt like a failure.  My mommy guilt is worse with Hailey than it has ever been with the boys.  Since I stay home with my children, I feel I will be judged if Hailey walks at a certain age, if she can articulate her words...I feel directly responsible with how Hailey is perceived by others.  Nope, I didn't say it was rational but that is always how I have felt.  A few weeks later, we were assigned a new therapist.  It was the best thing that could have happened at that time.  We clicked personality-wise...Hailey responded to her.  Therapy through EI has been great ever since. 

Fortunately for us, Hailey has responded well with the parent-teaching model that our state uses.  We have hit a little plateau right now but it is because walking is super hard work for Hailey.  You can tell she is getting stronger every week but if you didn't know her and don't spend time with her, you won't see those changes in her.  Our EI therapist has agreed that the model works and we have worked in once a week therapy sessions into our IFSP (individual family service plan) along with our goals for the current 6 months. 

Up until recently, we only had private therapy once every other month.  We are changing that to once every two weeks.  Right now, we will see speech and physical therapy once every other week to work on walking and strengthening all the muscles involved and continue working on communicating and speech.  It is one hour of therapy and they both work with her at the same time.  I was quite skeptical about the model at first, but I love it!!!  They work great together and Hailey loves them both!  It works and I couldn't imagine changing it.  We will occasionally switch PT out with OT...they both work great with our ST.  I'm hoping that Hailey stays receptive to therapy. 

Another key to Hailey's therapy is something that most people don't even realize....her older brothers.  Her motivation is being with them...getting their stuff...playing with them.  She started pulling up to the couch to grab one of their DS games.  She started rolling to get to their crayons.  She army crawled to get to legos.  She stands and climbs over the top of them to give them kisses.  Those two boys are an integral part of her therapy that they are oblivious to it...let's keep it that way...the giggles and love that come from their play could melt an iceberg.

In the end, there is no right or wrong way to utilize therapies.  Every day...once a week...once a month...none at all.  Every child responds differently and every child learns differently.  Every family has to find the right balance for their family.  In the end, everyone wants what is best for their child so that is what we search to find!

So does this count as container play?  Taking an item out and releasing.

Playing peek-a-boo

Begging dad for banana pudding

Working on "uh-oh"...we can only get the "oh" part though!

I think PT/ST wiped this little girl out yesterday!

Yep...there she goes!



Definitely NOT what her therapists want to see!

My sweet baby

Therapy wipes this girl out every time!

10 comments:

  1. That therapy model sounds great! We never felt that guilt with Samantha, likely, in large part, due to the fact that she's an only child, and we never knew anything different. What she did in her own time was, in a way, what any kid would do in the same amount of time (to us). Starting therapy early is critical for our kids, I think. And I'm jealous that Hailey has big brothers to show her the way!

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    1. I LOVE our therapy model. At first I was leery of it, I couldn't grasp the concept in my head, but when I watch the two of them together, it is perfect! Hailey gets what she needs, we get suggestions and recommendations from both and we only have to go once!

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  2. She's so funny how she just falls asleep wherever she is.

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    1. You'd love today's! She fell asleep in the living room...it looks like a scene off of hoarders because everything on the first floor is in this room because all the other room are getting new flooring. She couldn't take it any longer!

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  3. I can totally relate to the feeling of being responsible for my child's progress & the mommy guilt. Great post.

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  4. awesome post. and that photo of Hailey sleeping spread eagle could be Lily :)

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    1. So...you're saying, she'll still be sleeping like this for awhile ;-)

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  5. I can totally relate with the mommy guilt! Now that I am back at work and gone for 4 days at a time, I just don't have the time to "work" with Madi.

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  6. Hailey always impresses me with her ability to sleep! Ben has early intervention pt, ot, st once a month. He has private pt once a week and private st once every 2 weeks. I think private therapy is a lot better than early intervention.

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    1. I love our therapist through EI, but I love our private therapists, too!

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